Monday, May 31, 2010

Happy Memorial Day

In the midst of bbqs and family functions today and all weekend lets remember the men and women who have unselfishly given there lives for our country and those who continue to put themselves in harms way so that we can live safely and with peace of mind.

I salute you.

Lady Dee

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

So an old white man hit on me today which wasn't wat was out of the ordinary in this situation. What was is the fact that he sounded like Barry White. If u can imagine a white men in his late sixties balding saying, "How u doing baby?" in a Barry White voice. I was so caught off guard by his voice that i almost laughed out loud. I had to do a double take. My man was dead serious.

Now tell me why that done made my day? It had me chuckling to myself all day long. Now if i hadn't seen him and just heard his voice i woulda got one serious surprise when i turned around huh? Lol.

Its a blessing i saw him first otherwise he woulda got a not too pretty face. (I can make some crazy faces when i get surprised.) But who knew? *shrugs*

Couldn't make it up if I tried.

... To be continued.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Get Focused!

I have been zoning out way to often lately. I just have so much on my mind its been hard for me to focus. I catch myself staring off into space but not really finding any solution to the things that are laying heavy on my conscience.

I need to get it together. It is not productive.

... to be continued

Friday, May 21, 2010

I'm on line waiting for the bus. Could this girl be staring at me any harder. What the heck is that about? SMH.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Back To Work

Why does the weekend always feel so short? I don't feel like I got to rest at all before I need to be back at that place tomorrow. Ugh!

All for staying home and sleeping for a week say aye.


Yeah... I'll be at work tomorrow. Lol. be continued
I had sex last night. In a dream. Lol. And it was incredible. However i have no clue who i was with. *scratches head* I couldn't see his face but i was married to him. So it didn't feel weird or arkward. What does this mean? Sometimes my dreams have me tripping out.

I made love to my faceless husband last night in a dream. *smh* Lord have mercy i think i'm losing it. Lol.

... to be continued

Friday, May 14, 2010

Date Night

So 2 Fridays past (I'm kinda late writing this huh? lol.) I went out with 6'8. I wore this cute sundress, my hair was done in these nice curls; I had him dreaming about that outfit for days. I looked hot (lol) but anyway it was a gorgeous day. We went to the South Street Seaport. Went to this cute little restaurant and ate outside near the water. It was so romantic and I was definitely feeling the atmosphere so we kissed. And it was...


Maybe I put too much weight on kissing but I want to be wowed when I'm kissed.

Now that being said. We have gone out every Friday since then. I always enjoy myself. Some of the places he has taken me have been amazing. We have kissed on more than one occasion but I still haven't been wowed and I'm still holding back...

Its interesting to me because I can't exactly pinpoint what it is that is giving me pause. Don't get me wrong, I think he's great and there is a great deal of chemistry and attraction between us but as I think of long-term; us meeting the others respective families, taking this relationship to the next level I question is this what I want.

I have thought about if this could lead to something. Marriage. He has talked about this candidly and his desire to get married and have kids. So of course I have thought about it. And he seems to think I make a good candidate for the position. But... 

Will this make me happy? It would make him happy but would me just going with the flow of things be trying to fulfill his happiness and put mine secondary?

Its funny because I used to hate being home on a Friday Night but now I'm finding that I'm at a place where I don't want to have a date just to say I have one.

I want something meaningful. Now I've always thought this way but my actions didn't show this to be true. I don't want to be in a relationship just because I can, I want to be with the man I'm supposed to spend my life with.

Could that be 6'8? Anything is possible I've come to discover but at this moment I'm not certain or sold.

Lots to think about and pray about.

... to be continued

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Do We Like It?

So I changed the look of the blog. Change is good sometimes right?

Do we like it?

... to be continued.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mother's Day!

I have to give a big shout out to all the mothers today. I hope to one day join this amazing group of people who be holding it all together. Mothers are a blessing from God and I pray that you all had an amazing day and were showered with love. I love you mommy. :)

Lady Dee