I Wanna Shop

I have moved out of my parents house so now I am on a budget. I love my independence but it has put a huge strain on cash flow. While some people eat when they feel down I shop. I love getting new things. Coming home and knowing that I have a package waiting for me is such a rush.

When I feel down it's my therapy. Lately, love seems to be in my face constantly and I ain't got it. Lol. Its depressing. I feel things I don't want to feel, I wish for things I don't got and envy those who have it. I don't like this.

That's why I want to shop! I miss my high. However, I don't want to be homeless. So I gotta find another way to deal. Any ideas?

...to be continued

Physical Therapy

I started physical therapy (PT as my doctor called it) last week and it has been PAINFUL.

Was there last night and my physical therapist said that my ankle is still pretty unstable. You should see how she taped up my ankle. Who knew that tape could immobilize your foot like this! Its forcing me to walk a certain way which is giving my ankle more stability and hopefully will allow me to stop wearing this air cast very soon. I will try to show a pic of it later today. Good thing I had a long dress on yesterday cuz this trash goes all the way up to my knee and in NY they will stare at you. Lol.

I'll be going for my fourth visit on Friday. I want this road to recovery to speed up. I hope to start strength training soon. I want to be back to 100% ASAP. I'm getting cabin fever not being able to workout and dance. This is bananas!

... to be continued