I'm a person who can get lost in a book. My head in the clouds. I've been so many places, with so many people in my fantasies and imagination.
I was a dreamer. I was a person who looked for happy endings and silver linings.
Often enough life changes you. Maybe I grew up too sheltered. Maybe I lived in a bubble... that's finally been burst. A glass house... now shattered into a million pieces. A tower of cards... now knocked over.
I miss who I used to be. I really liked her. This jaded miss has finally broken. She's realized that you don't get older, fall in love, get married, have babies, grow old together in the span of a two hour movie. Sometimes your alone, by yourself, ...Single
We don't always get what we want when we desperately want it. We don't always have it waiting for us when get done living, running, funning. We don't always because....
Life Isn't always a Fairy Tale
...to be continued
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Thursday, November 10, 2011
This is Just How I Feel...
Dr. Conrad Murray should not have been convicted and Coach Paterno should not have been fired.
They were SCAPEGOATS
We need someone to blame. We always do and those who don't do the actual misdeed seem to get the greatest punishment.
I know that people disagree with me but...
They were SCAPEGOATS
We need someone to blame. We always do and those who don't do the actual misdeed seem to get the greatest punishment.
I know that people disagree with me but...
This is just how I feel
... to be continued
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Common is...
Yes he is honey. Look at them eyes, freckles and those lips. Oh my goodness those LIPS! I just wanna... oh boy do I wanna. Lol.
That is all.
... to be continued.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Mr. Postman
I debated whether or not to post this because he isn't a prospect, he can't be anything but DELICIOUS eye candy. Lol.
The gentleman that picks up priority mail packages from my office is FINE! Lawd have mercy. When I first started my new job I sat in the front behind the receptionist. So I got to see all the delivery, couriers and mail men that came to the office. The receptionist told me he was good looking but she didn't adequately describe that he is built like a tank, is tall, has a beautiful smile and an ass you can bounce quarters off of.
I had the HUGEST crush on this guy. Like major. I hadn't had a crush like this since high school. It was insane and even worse, I had this crazy feeling he was married. No man is that fine and don't have a woman. However, every time I tried to check his hand he had on gloves. Smh.
Then just at the height of my crush, they moved my seat at work. Lol. So I didn't get to see him anymore and for my benefit because I was beginning to obsess and even as I write this I'm starting to sound crazy. lol.
Anyhoo, one day I happened to be in the front while he was doing a pick-up. I got all flirty as I usually do and he was talking back like he usually does and something told me, "Check his hand". Guess what I saw...
It was like a bucket of freezing cold water was dumped on my head. Why do I post this story now, when this happened months ago? Because I saw him at work and he is still fine. It's like... WHOA!
I tell you what though, I need to get me some of that. The question is, where do they grow men like that? Someone please let a sister know.
...to be continued.
The gentleman that picks up priority mail packages from my office is FINE! Lawd have mercy. When I first started my new job I sat in the front behind the receptionist. So I got to see all the delivery, couriers and mail men that came to the office. The receptionist told me he was good looking but she didn't adequately describe that he is built like a tank, is tall, has a beautiful smile and an ass you can bounce quarters off of.
I had the HUGEST crush on this guy. Like major. I hadn't had a crush like this since high school. It was insane and even worse, I had this crazy feeling he was married. No man is that fine and don't have a woman. However, every time I tried to check his hand he had on gloves. Smh.
Then just at the height of my crush, they moved my seat at work. Lol. So I didn't get to see him anymore and for my benefit because I was beginning to obsess and even as I write this I'm starting to sound crazy. lol.
Anyhoo, one day I happened to be in the front while he was doing a pick-up. I got all flirty as I usually do and he was talking back like he usually does and something told me, "Check his hand". Guess what I saw...
A wedding ring.
It was like a bucket of freezing cold water was dumped on my head. Why do I post this story now, when this happened months ago? Because I saw him at work and he is still fine. It's like... WHOA!
But wedding rings make men off limits.
I tell you what though, I need to get me some of that. The question is, where do they grow men like that? Someone please let a sister know.
...to be continued.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Excused
This is such an asinine show. Google it. It's worse than the other late night dating shows that used to come on UPN9, like Blind Date. Ugh!
All I know is that if I got excused off that show it would NOT be pretty.
That is all.
... to be continued
All I know is that if I got excused off that show it would NOT be pretty.
That is all.
... to be continued
I'm Not a Mack
Why do guys assume I get more play then I actually do?
I was talking to a friend of mine today and he said,
6'8 had also said this to me before and I'm like how do you figure because in actuality... I don't.
It's interesting the perceptions people have of my love life. Since I can remember guys always assume I'm getting hit on or dating a lot and I'm not. Well at least not by people I want to get hit on by. I do get a lot of starers. Like they are afraid to talk to me or something but they like what they see. I had a lot of that on my way to work yesterday. Anyhoo, I'm not a mack people.
If only perception was reality.
.... to be continued
I was talking to a friend of mine today and he said,
"I know you get hit on all the time."
6'8 had also said this to me before and I'm like how do you figure because in actuality... I don't.
It's interesting the perceptions people have of my love life. Since I can remember guys always assume I'm getting hit on or dating a lot and I'm not. Well at least not by people I want to get hit on by. I do get a lot of starers. Like they are afraid to talk to me or something but they like what they see. I had a lot of that on my way to work yesterday. Anyhoo, I'm not a mack people.
If only perception was reality.
.... to be continued
