Plum Tired

I hate this feeling of loneliness. I'm tempted to play Roberta but I know that will put me deeper in my funk. I want to just turn everything off and just breath for a second. I feel like everyone wants a piece of me. If I give everyone a piece what will I have left?

Baby, I'm the man for u. I'll make you feel good. I'll treat you the way a woman should be treated. Then why do I still feel this hole? How are you the man for me if you can't touch my soul? Sure you can touch my body. Anyone if they are looking to please will find a way to do so but what about my heart? What about touching the essence of who I am? Looking me in my eyes and telling me you love me for who I am. Not baby I worship your body ur so fine. Not gosh that ass, the things I could do to that ass. Not baby send me a pic. Not baby I want to see if you taste as good as you look.

I want to be told that my heart is what drew you, my mind is what glued you and the beauty of my essence is what keeps you. I am more than measurements, I am more than big lips and a fat ass, I am more than a wet hole.

I have a mind and dreams and goals and values. Stop telling me your every woman's fantasy and ask me what my fantasy is because maybe you ain't it. I'm more than empty promises you have no intention of fulfilling. Stop trying to get in my pants because when thats the only thing you show me thats the only way I see you. Stop trying to squeeze every drop of all that I've got out of me.

I feel like I have nothing left.

I'm just PLUM TIRED

.... to be continued

I'm It

Ok, Ms. Sunshinestar you tagged me. I woulda done this yesterday but they be watching me at work so I couldn't post then and then when I got home my internet was down (Don't you just love technology). But anyway, without further ado...

Artist: Roberta Flack
Are you male or female: I'm the Girl
Describe yourself: Oasis

How do you feel: And So It Goes
Describe where you currently live: You Know What It's Like
If you could go anywhere, where would you go? Cottage for Sale

Favorite form of transportation: Trade Winds
Your best friend is: Suzanne
Your favorite color is: Be Real Black for Me

The weather is like: You Are My Heaven
Favorite time of the day: 'Til the Morning Comes
If your life was a TV show, what would it be called? My Foolish Heart
What is life to you? Tryin' Times
Your relationships: Looking for Another Pure Love

Your fears? You'll Never Know ('Til You Let Go)
What is the best advice you have to give? No Tears (In the End)
If you could change your name, what would it be? Sweet Georgia Brown
Thought for the day: Set the Night to Music
How would you like to die? Killing Me Softly With His Song
My soul's present condition: In a Sentimental Mood

I tag:
Chelle
shoshawny
Enigma Jones
JSADTheKing


...to be continued.