I Wanna Shop

I have moved out of my parents house so now I am on a budget. I love my independence but it has put a huge strain on cash flow. While some people eat when they feel down I shop. I love getting new things. Coming home and knowing that I have a package waiting for me is such a rush.

When I feel down it's my therapy. Lately, love seems to be in my face constantly and I ain't got it. Lol. Its depressing. I feel things I don't want to feel, I wish for things I don't got and envy those who have it. I don't like this.

That's why I want to shop! I miss my high. However, I don't want to be homeless. So I gotta find another way to deal. Any ideas?

...to be continued